stop reading into things

yes, I have a major problem with reading into things. actions, words, etc. a friend of mine was singing a song he wrote recently at a coffee house and he changed the tense in the song (ex. I felt to I feel). now, I happen to be a very very silly girl and I will inevitably convince myself that since he won’t talk about the girl he wrote the song for and he changed the tenses in the song while performing it while I was there, I have worked myself into a farfetched hope of me being the girl. I can add up all the things that would make me think that (like the many mixed signals I get from that boy) but it doesn’t change the truth.
I’m not her. no one is pining for me. I’m not important to him.
there, I’ve said it. now, I will proceed with convincing myself that a stupid hope is utter and total bullshit.
::sigh:: the life of being a girl.