that my psychics are right, and that in time, it will come, but it feels soooo distance, and well, some psychics are are fraudulant, i do not believe these ones are. at least i hope not. regardless, their support in these rough times is worth it. the main one really understands what i am going thru, and just having someone around me telling me i am ok, and not to just get over it is worth more than anything right now. she is a friend, and not someone i paid for a reading.
Sep 03, 2008, 04:13AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Jul 09, 2008, 04:44AM PDT | 1 cheer | 3 comments
i’m not sure what to believe anymore.
but yesterday i went to a baby shower, and the party favors were star shaped ornaments that said things. mine says BELIEVE.
now i need to work on finding a reason to believe, i hope it comes soon.
Jun 23, 2008, 04:02AM PDT | 1 comment
i must be mentally insane. it’s the only explanatoin.
Mar 19, 2008, 04:44AM PDT | 0 comments
to believe my parents loved me.
i cannot remember an instance involving my father, but i did remember one involving my mom.
she had gone back to NY to live after the divorce, i remained in Germany with my older sis and her husband so i could finish high school. Mom sent me a case of my favorite candy, Sugar Daddys. she did that for ME!
Nov 07, 2007, 05:42AM PST | 3 comments
“i am a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?” ~Beck.
Oct 04, 2007, 04:04AM PDT | 1 comment
i will take a pill and have a drink and go to sleep.
does this count?
Aug 23, 2007, 05:51PM PDT | 0 comments
someone doesn’t love me. i’m pretty alright, if i do say so myself. but no one has seen it in all these years, and i’m in my late 40’s.
Jun 04, 2007, 05:39PM PDT | 1 comment
May 25, 2007, 02:04PM PDT | 0 comments
believe that life WILL get better.
May 06, 2007, 03:36PM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments
