Always have something to look forward to

for now, but i am not excited about it at all. not excited about anything.
all i want to do is get high. i obsess on the thought, but yet i don’t act on it. yet.

show on tuesday

it’s oct. 17—a big belly dance fundraiser i am putting together to benefit the pulmonary fibrosis foundation!

...at weigth watchers, i should be getting an award for losing my 2nd 25 pounds. i want this one bad!
then i should be about 2 or 3 pounds from hitting goal weight. looking forward to that. when i do that, i am belly dancing for my group. so i am practicing my dance.

there is a hafla this weekend (hafla = belly dance party) and one next month, and in October i am doing my 2nd belly dance fundraiser, and i got a really awesome dancer to donate her time and talent to dance for us (as well as several other dancers!)
and of course, i look forward to the arrival of fall. (i hate the hot and humid NY summers!)

what i would do for a solid 8 or 9 hours.

if i look forward to the end of this day?

family reunion, need i say more?

—the revlon run/walk for women.
—the spring caravan (belly dance convention)
—belly dance classes
—ceramics class
—hafla coming up in july
—my next Belly Dancers for Charity fund raiser
—making over my living room next month

life is good when you have stuff to look forward to!

end of this month—a big belly dance show i am attending.
in spring—i will hopefully be performing a belly dance, and also taking an arranged ride on a harley davidson (my first ever!)

after i lose another 30 pounds. i think it might be in 4 months…..

a big fat nothing.