Especially when I am such a freaking romantic and suffering for love is something I was born to do :)
Anyhow, I have just learned that my ex has a new girlfriend back here while he is still abroad. And one of the arguments (of course I knew it was bull….) was that long-distance relationship does not work for him. Hmmm – it seems to be working now. I knew it was a lame excuse when I heard it and of course life has just proved it right.
The news made me angry and then I got angry at myself that such thing still makes me angry when I should not care anymore :/
Lesson learned:
When it comes to relationships, I keep thinking about the other person more than myself. I don’t want to hurt anybody and at the same time I hurt myself.
I need to be more selfish in this area of my life. Otherwise I will keep getting trotted upon.
