Just Be

turmoil to the max, friends
not sure how to relax my neck muscles, let alone just Be
too many challenges, too many thoughts
too many demons, too much stuff
what makes a family? what does love mean?
why do people marry? who am i now?

WHAT IS MY ROLE?

to not just Be… and many other things actually… seems i am now released from my contract 4 weeks early ( with pay !!!!) SO – let the cleansing and relaxing, and getting-my-crap-together officially going…

starting tomorrow…
;)

i’m tense.
i’m holding my breath.
i’m sleepy and blank.
i’m wanting it all to go away.

stop.

and wake up on our SUNNY day off (please??) and enjoy it.

i just can’t seem to shut the brain down, relax, and not feal guilt.

i should be cooking, cleaning, writing, reading, organizing, exercising, watching, planning, re-writing, researching, shopping, crafting, planning, writing or reseaching.

or reading for fun.

of course.

ouch. the brain hurts.

and i’m even smoking. good gods, help us all!!!

LOL

i’m nuts.

that’s what i am.
obsessing about africa; reading, researching, thinking, processing, thinking…....

hanging out in the office
burning shoulders, fatty and all
i need an episode of friends or sex and the city
to calm my brain, unfurl my brow,
make me right again

less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more, less is more.

i think we all need to remember that, in all the ways we can.

peace
kdf

right now
i n e e d to slow dowm

my mind
my thoughts
the racing is WAY too much

so now this is my new focus. just Be.

phew…........................

peace
kdf