this has happened to me on several occasions, when I used Nitrous. It is the strangest thing, when I am in that state everything feel right, and at peace. In the moment I literally feel I understand and know everything. However, once the gas wears off it seems like a memory long since past. In that moment I felt like I could never forget what I have seen, but then it just trickles away. I find myself writing things down, to aid me in remembering, but once ive come down from it, the certainty in what I have written also seems to fade.
I cannot say ive achieved ‘full’ enlightenment, but rather been shown a glimpse of it. When in that state those little things dont matter, because you are aware of the workings of that higher level of consciousness… the stress of bills, and day to day life fade away… and you are left with an inner feeling of pure peace!
