understand myself better

In this brief time that has elapsed of this new year, I have learned something. A huge something. The key to getting thru the day is quite simple. It is all in how you react to things. I have truly tried to make a conscious effort to stop and think when things aren’t “going my way”. By doing this, I have found that my quick, hasty reactions of the past is what caused the landslide of faults that build on one small mishap. Thus…realizing that most of my “bad days” or “woe is me” attitudes were my own mistakes in dealing with life. The key is not making things “fit” my wants and my life, but adjusting. By adjusting you’ll get much more out of life. Wow! 25 years to learn that! I am now trying to make adjusting to things a habit. It’s a good habit to have! Good luck in all your soul searching!

This will be difficult for me, but I am up to the challenge.

Thus far I have learned:
~That I can determine my own mood by simply choosing a CD…and because of this I am trying to always choose the “lighter” CDs.
~I often times blank out when I am driving only to find myself safely at my destination some minutes later. I would like to know what goes on in my head during these times.