stop self-injuring

I’m taking this off the list because I’ve decided to be more or less through with it. Not going to label it as much else, but I think I understand myself more; also, I realise that having slipped into this for a while it lingers in my mind as a sort of stress-release anger-venting route (which is Not Good) – but, most of the time now I’m able to tell myself to resist.

i’ve stopped, mostly :D
and yeah i suppose, i guess that’s good. i didn’t tell many people, it was mostly internal. uhm. the last time i did was one-plus months ago? but you know, not chronically addictively doing it is an improvement i hope.
i should try to stay like this, i should think.
sigh-

i know i’m not someone you’d write off straightaway as a depressed kid/i’m not even minutely goth/anything. but cutting is such a habit and its so addictive that it just becomes well an alternative, when i’m feeling guilty or inadequate or mad at myself or something. especially lately when that happens so often. i don’t know. i tell myself sometimes that it isn’t right, and its got to stop but really, i don’t know. sometimes i think i’ve gotten the better of it and i lose my nerve to cut too, sometimes but then at other times, well . yea.