first steps taken...
12 months ago
i asked my dad for my mother’s postal address. part of me wants to send her a holiday card and a recent picture of my son. but part of me is worried i might be opening a pandora’s box that i might not be emotionally equiped to cope with and the flip side to that is, if i don’t do this now, i may just keep putting it off.
i know she probably won’t apologise for things while i was growing up, but i know that the grudge i am carrying around is ultimately only eating a hole inside of me..
so step one, a way to make contact.
