make a difference in someone's life

but it wasn’t good. The one person I really hoped I’d influence in a great way and make a difference in the person she grows up to be and I fucked it up and I’ve pretty much lost her. Why did I let one person change me so much that I lost almost everything and everyone that was ever important to me? Not only that, why did I let them go… but I ended up hurting them all by doing what I thought I was supposed to… even though I knew it was wrong when I did it? Why did I let someone control me? She made a difference in my life let me tell you… I’m nowhere near the person I was even just a few weeks ago. I am me again. I am GREEN!!!

I want a chance in M’s life again. I want my sister back.

keep your fingers crossed that I get one of these jobs… I just applied for two positions. One with AmeriCorps, in which we know would help me make a difference in someone’s life. And the other is for the Outpatient Pediatric Oncology Unit at the local hospital. The position is just a scheduling/front desk position, but when I was there as a patient on the daily, the incredibly friendly woman that worked that position at the time made my day almost everyday. Plus those kids in there changed my life just as a fellow patient. I can’t imagine how they would affect me if I got to work with them as well.

Either job would help me accomplish this goal time and time again (even though I don’t think I will ever be able to complete this goal as I want to make a difference all through my life). Keep your fingers crossed for me please!

I could care less about myself as long as everyone else is happy. It makes me happy to see others happy!! If I can make a difference in somebody’s life, I would be happy. No matter what the circumstances, or person is. I want to make a positive impact in someones life.

Especially childrens lives…