and now im dead
2 years ago
Ive been a JUNKY… and it was fucking shitty, fun, amazing, belittling, life changing, and most of all a way out. to kill everything especially emotion. Ive now been clean for about 8 months and life sucks. not that is was great when i was shooting junk but come on…. is life this fucking boring. maybe i just need to keep on keepin on on this whole fucking clean and sober thing. things were fucked though while i was a junkie, lost it all. not that i had to much to start with. saw people die. kept my girlfriend alive on three different ocassions. anyway if you wanna die to its prolly just a few blocks away…..
