improve my appearance

After putting my husband out I realized that he had really damaged my self esteem. I hadnt realized it but i really hated the person that I saw when I looked in the mirror. I began each day looking in the mirror telling myself how beautiful I am, embracing my wide butt, big legs, and loving smile. I realized that i am a person that is capable and will recieve thwe love that I deserve, and of course I told my self alot of other things that dare to mention here. But I feel better, I even feel that I now I have my curves back. How could this be when my weight has not changed. I dont mind keeping my hair combed, love putting on clothes and heels even though the last one I bought had my dogs barking.

I’ve got all the jeans I needed. I already have enough sweaters and boots. The hair do only lasted 4 days, but the stylist atleast showed me how to rap it at night. I looked decent at work friday and saturday and I will continue to keep this up.

The only thing I’m working on now is the NEW WARDROBE, put clothes in dry cleaners, and cleanse, tone and moisterize daily!

Today I got a pedicure and my eyebrows waxed. I remember years ago I donw this more often. It feels good doing this for myself even though I was a tad bit embarressed. My feet were a hot mess.:)this is just the beginning of me getting back to my old self.

I got up and atleast made a attempt to comb my hair and put on decent clothes and I feel a lot better. I still need to do everything on my todo list, like get my hair trimmed but that will have to wait until payday.

1. BRUSH TEETH TWICE A DAY.
2. GET HAIR TRIMMED AND CUT IN LAYERS
3. MANI AND PEDI
4. EYEBROWS WAXED
5. NEW WARDROBE—-I NEED A LOOK/STYLE!
6. PUT CLOTHES IN DRY CLEANERS.
7. CLEANSE, TONE AND MOISTERIZE MY SKIN TWICE DAILY