win my girlfriend back

...isn’t something I wanted to do, but I’ve given up. She has proven that I mean nothing to her and holding onto a memory that may be completely meaningless is a waste of my time. I’ve found a friend in California who, well, we’ve known each other for a very long time. I’d give anything to drop all I’m doing, pack my bags, go to her, and stay there forever. She makes me so brave that I almost could do that, too. I hope she knows what she means to me…

...but I know that I was wrong. Once I improve my spiritual life, only then can I be the kind of man that she would need to lead her in a marriage, someday. Man, I see her everywhere…in the starlight…in my dreams…in my mind…everything in my town reminds me of her. She had stolen my heart, and, well, she’s still got it in her grips. And, so, I will work til I can have her back.