gossip less

Lately I’ve been gossiping more than usual:(. It makes me insecure that my friends probably talk about me since I talk about them like it’s nothing. I feel horrible about it.

Ok so everyone has faults. Everyone has traits that are either annoying, self-centered, or bitchy. Is it bad if I notice them? Even though we’re supposed to be honest people about how we feel about them. How honest should you be? I know that with most of my friends they would be very offended if I told them how I feel in many situations. It would cause to much drama and would probably make them resent me. Seems as if the only thing to do is to keep it inside while that only causes deep down resentment that builds up. whatever the answer is, gossiping is definately not an option.

why do i always have this constant desire to diss everyone? is it because i am insecure about myself? this needs to end.

This week I’m not gonna gossip at all. And if someone is someone is gossiping to me and expects me to respond, I’m just going to nodd and change the subject. I need another place to vent my feelings other than my friends.