pay attention to my appearance

I’ve lost 8kgs in 4 months and I’ve been wearing a full beard in last few weeks. I dress nice and I feel really confident. Especially dressing in blacks makes me feel better :)

Today, I’ve forced myself to go out and do some shopping. I’ve bought 2 jeans (one white and one black), 3 shirts, 1 T-Shirt and summer shoes. I hope these stuff can improve my self-confidence.

Unfortunately shoes dont seem to be much comfortable when I walk for some time :(

I think I don’t pay importance to myself. I don’t try to make myself happy but just others. That’s what I realized when I talked to my friends and my psychologist.

This time, no matter what, I’ll make myself happy. I’ll buy new shoes, pants, t-shirts. I even have a T-shirt design idea (a text in the front “1 or 0 That’s the matter!”. I’ll buy a new briefcase, a good looking one.

I’m planning to do these in the next 2 weeks.

Then I’ll use lavander cure to cure my poor skin. I’ll use garlic cure to grow my thin hair. Keep tuned :P

After seeing almost no interest from the girls, I decided to stop paying attention my appearance. That was the end of high school. Then I kept on doing this in the university, thinking that I am ugly and sloppy.

But when I make my hair and dress nice, I feel very self-confident. Especially if I lost weight in those days. So I think it’s the time for re-organizing myself. Losing weight, keeping my hair in a good condition and dressing more novel should be my goals.