I’m so happy that you came here. And that we talked. But now I am a bit sad cos you had to leave. I could have stayed like that for ever. I’m your arms. Next to you. It just feels so right. No one else makes me feel like this.

I still have so much faith in us. I know we can make it. Even though long distance relationship isn’t always easy, I wouldn’t change this to any other relationship with someone else. We have soon been together 2 years (and in LD all that time, even though the distance has gotten smaller after the first year) and it’s not always easy to be apart. But every time I am with him, when we see again after awhile, It’s always worth waiting. And I still get excited every time we meet. And when we aren’t together, I know he’s not going anywhere. I’ll be waiting for him as well. This relationship, him, gives me a lot of strength face my uncertain future. Our future.

Yeah. I still love him a lot ♥

that we are doing fine :) I’m not that tense or worried about us when we aren’t together. And when we are together it still feels so damn good!

_{Gosh I love you so much!}

I really missed being touched, kissed, hugged. It’s not that long when we saw last time and it won’t be long until we see again, but I still miss you a lot right now. Long distance isn’t easy. It isn’t even close easy. And I hate how everything has to be planed. No surprise visites, no sudden visites. No quick “I just came to see how you are doing” – visits. But I still rather have this than situation where you aren’t in my life at all.

_{Are you sure you don’t want me to come Thursday?}

A year ago I told you that I want to be your girlfriend and I still want that more than anything. Even this distance thing hasn’t been always easy, I wouldn’t trade this to anything.

I love you. I miss you and I wish you could be here with me.

Every time I am with him, I would like to freeze the time. I wish he would never go, I wish I could always stay. But he’s not really gone. Even he isn’t physically here, he’s always in my heart, in my thoughts, in my dreams. The distance isn’t coming between us. I know that. There’s nothing in this world that would make me stop loving him. There’s nothing that would keep me away from him. I’m not giving up on this love. This happiness. I’ll stick with him for the end.

I think we are doing quite fine now. I’m not that tense anymore or worrying about our relationship as I was couple of weeks ago. I guess I was just a bit messed up since the situation changed. But now, it’s all fine :)

Our relationship is so much full of love and passion that even being apart doesn’t fade it. _{Actually it’s good that we don’t see everyday cos it’s so hard for me to take my hands off him, so we never would get anything done ;)}

I love him so much :) _{I really would want to tell that to everyone all the time, but I think people would get bored to hear it :D And there is stuff that I can’t tell to anyone even I would want to :P}

that it would be easier when the distance is less now and we can see more often. But it’s still hard. I have to say goodbye more often and there’s still so much insecurity. And yesterday I didn’t wanted to leave, I wanted to stay.

I know that he hasn’t been back more than a couple of weeks, and everything is so new and that’s partly why I feel this way. But I am still afraid that it will get harder in time. I don’t know what the future holds for us, but I am more than sure that he’s the person I want to be with more than anything. And that’s why I will fight to make this work.

♥ :)

for this Finland-Germany thing. I’m happy that this will be soon over. Well the long distance will still be on, but it’s a less distance then.

I talked today with my friend and she was almost climbing to walls cos she hadn’t seen her boyfriend in 3 weeks and she probably had to wait week more. She told how crazy she was going with her long distance relationship and all that waiting. And she told me that her boyfriend has planed to join to peacekeepers and that might be too much for her to take. I was listening her and thought “wow, even things are rough in our relationship, I take it cos I know that this is the man with who I want to be. And there is no distance that can keep us apart.” It’s now gone 8 weeks since we said “see you later” in the airport. The time has gone relatively fast and the last 3 weeks will go fast too. The sooner than I notice, he will be back here with me.

I think if you really love someone, you can take a lot. I took my chances almost a year ago and told him how I feel. I got involved to this long distance relationship with all my heart and soul and I never regretted it even things weren’t always easy. If I had to do this again, I would cos this has been worth it. I don’t think this experience throw us apart, I think it made our relationship stronger. I’m glad though that I get to spend more time with him after this :)