Graduate

I got the papers today! Yay! So now it’s official. I am not student anymore :)

P.S. If anyone has a job for me, I would appreciate that ;)

and I should be graduated! My thesis is now evaluated and I have filled the paperwork. Now I just need to wait that people in my university do their part. I hope I get the papers out in the end of September.

I got really efficient this morning and finished the thesis. There could have been much more to do for it, but I am not perfectionist. It’s good enough and I am pleased with it. So I decided that it’s ready (again). 1 year and 3 months. That’s enough of it. Next time when I want to see my master thesis is when it’s printed and accepted.

Now all I need to do is get all the paperwork done so I can graduate! I hope there won’t be any surprises with the courses I have taken (and not taken).

Now it’s official! I got my diploma of B.Sc. :)

They accepted ecology as my minor :) This means that I will be officially Bachelor of Science before Christmas!!! :)

I woke up early in the morning (way too early) with lot of anxiety and worries. I got yesterday some news about the courses that I am planing to put in my Bachelor of Science diploma and they said that it won’t work as I planed. So now I am really worried what will happen.

Now I just need to hope that they will accept my ecology studies instead of biology (which I seem to be all the same and it’s fucking stupid if they doesn’t). Now I am just so tired (cos of the school and cos of the fact that I didn’t get enough sleep) that I need to take this weekend easy and try to relax.

I think I will take my papers out after I have got results from the final exam of ecology. This doesn’t mean that I am graduating, I still have my master studies to do. But I think I might have better chance to get job/internship if I have my bachelor papers.

Lately, I have been a bit scared of graduating. After that I should get myself a job, know a lot of stuff, act like an adult etc. Like yesterday I was watching a news and they said that the unemployment has increased under the people of 25. And I don’t have experience on my job field at all! How I am supposed to get a job? And first of all, will I even ever graduate?

But then again, mostly I have optimistic feelings about this. Like right now :) Sure some things are uncertain, well most of things are. But I know I will be alright. Everything will be alright. And my master thesis is on it’s way, I will get soon the results to put on SPSS and then I can start analyze and write.

I don’t yet know what I will do next summer. But I am sure that I will figure it out by then. I think I might postpone my graduating until next fall so I can be able to get myself a traineeship. Or if I find out great job opportunity, I graduate before the summer. Either way, things usually go as they are meant to be even it’s not clear to me.

Today I emptied the pit falls first time. Well not all of them. There’s still 6 forests I have to visit. And after that I have to separate the ground beetles and spiders from everything else. Then there’s all the plant inventions. I feel a bit hopeless already. So much to do. And the identification of the beetles will be so difficult as well too cos my mentor moved out from Jyväskylä.

Well I just made plan B (or A cos I actually hope it would be possible) for my future. Smart move or not, I don’t know. I just know that for rest of this month, my life is so messed up :D

And I really have to talk with Antti about this…