start practicing yoga

And that class was incredibly wonderful and painful, both physically and emotionally. Letting go of some of the stress that holds me together feels dangerous right now. Maybe once I’m in a different place, where I don’t have to juggle so many two hour chunks in a day, I’ll commit myself to yoga and the falling apart that seems to come with it for me.

Now that I’ve dropped a class I have a bit more time on my hands. Tonight I’m going to rearrange my work schedule so that I can go to the 5-6pm classes that Smith offers. Of course I say this, but will I do it tomorrow? Maybe the day after that. Sometime soon, at least.