relatively speaking.... — 1 year ago
Yes, I am quite happy
Yes, I am quite happy
a balance of things with no tried and true formula…different for many or maybe all…
The difference in me since I’ve started on 43things and documented my journey is striking and I have recieved comments from many that know me in the last 5 months…Even my outward appearance reflects the change…
A combination of what you want and need sprinkled in with a job that allows you to do a few things if you would like seem to be working…especially after making the sweeping changes that were making me miserable…
Was it hard to do?...Yes, changing your life is hard and complicated…I went along for decades because I didn’t think it could be done…But at a certain point…I had suffered enough and am glad I stepped forward…
I am going to check this off soon I think…If other people see my happiness…it must be so…

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What is happiness??....I sure didn’t used to know…I don’t even know for how long…I’ve blocked it out….I’ve been pleased I think here and there for variable periods in time…I’ve even been grateful for things that have happened …and people in my life…but as far as being happy…no dice...until recently…..money sure won’t make you happy…it can help at times, but ultimately fails the test….happiness will be found more easily when the realization of the following is true…(to a certain extent)....wealth is not measured by monetary riches…true wealth is measured by emotional and spiritual riches…since I have begun my pursuit of emotional and spiritual fullfillment…I am far happier than I remember….EVER
for this summer may make me able to complete this at some time…and I expected this goal to live forever in the incomplete column…
be named have my wildest dreams come true…........I’m not greedy….....I don’t need a lot of material things…....bells and whistles….....an expensive car…........a flashy lifestyle….....what I want is very straightforward, hard to find, takes some work to keep and is more rewarding than any could imagine….......It may not be easy
To look harder.there must be more…......I will go down with the ship if I have too…........
Easy. I swear to GOD, I thought it could never happen. But as I live and BREATH, I tell you I have done it….......NOW, Here’s the secret….....(Don’t spill the beans)........Look in the Dictionary…................It’s Right in the fucking Thing.........And I’ve been all bothered….........Shit….....................Laughing bitterly…......