Look my best

I went a bit crazy in the shops last week and bout loads of clothes I can wear to work. I dont feel bad about it though because by doing this it means I can dress nicely and feel better about myself on a day to day basis. Having nicer clothes has inspired me to throw out alot of old clothes which I have had for months and to try harder with my general appearance. It is also helping to inspire me to lose some weight and tone up so that I can look even better. Hopefully in the next couple of weeks I will get my hair cut again which will take away the split ends and revive it a bit cause currently it looks very dull.

I’ve been fed up with my scruffy appearance for ages but am always to lazy, scared or perpetually childlike to do anything about it. My 22nd birthday on friday however is providing me great inspiration to finally grow up and start taking pride in my appearance. I’m not a child anymore and can’t get away with looking scruffy, wearing big jumpers and un ironed clothes. No one will take me seriously in my career and life if I am not presentable as first appearances maybe important but day to day life leaves a lasting impression. So I’ve had my hair cut and coloured and its really nice, tomorrow I’m going to get my eyebrows waxed for the first time in my life. How sad am I hehe! Kind of scared as if they go wrong will look ridiculous!! But hey ho. Then going to go shopping next weekend I think and get a new wardrobe of fantastic clothes which I hope will insppire me to look great everyday. Thus leading to me feeling better about myself…..

I’ve been fed up with my scruffy appearance for ages but am always to lazy, scared or perpetually childlike to do anything about it. My 22nd birthday on friday however is providing me great inspiration to finally grow up and start taking pride in my appearance. I’m not a child anymore and can’t get away with looking scruffy, wearing big jumpers and un ironed clothes. No one will take me seriously in my career and life if I am not presentable as first appearances maybe important but day to day life leaves a lasting impression. So I’ve had my hair cut and coloured and its really nice, tomorrow I’m going to get my eyebrows waxed for the first time in my life. How sad am I hehe! Kind of scared as if they go wrong will look ridiculous!! But hey ho. Then going to go shopping next weekend I think and get a new wardrobe of fantastic clothes which I hope will insppire me to look great everyday. Thus leading to me feeling better about myself…..

I have lovely hair, its long, very thick, extremely healthy and a beautiful brown. I find however that because there is just so much of it that I find it a little hard to handle and therefore spend the majority of the time with it up in a bun which is a shame because its really very beautiful down. So I think the answer is to get a managable haircut, I just dont know what. I bought a hair magazine today which sounds really stupid but hopefuuly I’ll find something in there which is great and that will suite me while being easy to look after. Wishful thinking me thinks hehe

Its amazing how useful a job can be. In the 4 short weeks I have been working I have noticed a dramatic change in my physical appearance. This has come about by the fact that I can’t snack all day at work and am eating healthy lunches which I pack in the morning and cant turn down at lunch time cause I would have nothing to eat otherwise. So I’ve lost quite a bit of weight. My small amuont of belly fat and the love handles which have appeared over the last few months are going away which is giving me inspiration to improve my tonnage even more. No one likes to do excersise when they dont see results. Also having to go to the office everyday I am forced to dress smartly and do my hair and make up both of which I think improve my appearance (although I in no way think that people should wear makeup to feel beautiful) and so far I have not been disapointed in how I have looked in a month which is like a record for me. I’m not perfect but working to get there for my pumpkin (and for myself :))

Just got a loan of my wee sisters ghd’s and they are great. I have reasonably long, thick curly hair and with my straightners it takes ages to get nice but these things its like 5 mins. They’re supper. Will probably buy myself a pair for christmas I think as a wee treat.

At the weekend Robbie’s 16 year old girl cousin came to stay at the farm. Every morning she washed, dried and straightened her hair just to sit at the computer all day. She never left the house and definately didn’t see anyone who would care that her hair is slightly curly. To my shock and horror no one thought any the worse of this, even though they must have seen the pointlesness of it all. So I made the coment that had it been me that was spending two hours getting ready to do the cows that everyone would take the piss. Apparently they wouldn’t. So I am going to use this to my advantage, I have always wanted to be one of those girls who look perfectly groomed all the time and feel stupid for being envious of people in magazines who look great in makeup but rubbish when they don’t put it on. So if I make the effort every day it stands to reason I should feel better about myself. Now since that everyone said they wouldn’t laugh at me for doing so I can shake of the farm girl I don’t give a damm persona and try a bit harder. Even if they have to wait 2 hours longer before we can get any jobs done in the morning.

I always go for comfort and hassle free over looking good and although it makes my life easy and Robbie never has to wait for me to get ready it does mean that I often feel doudy and jealous when we encounter girls who make the effort everyday. It is my goal therefore to put a bit more effort into my appearance, choose what I wear more closely, wear a hairstyle rather then just puttin it up all the time and just generally care more. I think it will make me feel better about me