fall in love again

..very rapidly that this will ever happen. Beginning to believe in the whole ‘you only ever fall in love once’ stuff. Losing the will to even get out there to meet new people as I never seem to get that connection with people I do meet. It’s like it’s karma as I broke up with a guy I was in deep love with for over 5 years and now it feels like I will never experience it again. Am beginning to accept it will never happen, and that’s a really sad thought :(

After being in two serious relationships for so long I have now been lonely and single for over a year and it still feels weird! I was deeply in love for over 5 years – and it was reciprocated! – then for some reason decided I wanted out, then went straight into another relationship for over a year. A bad move it has to be said. And now I have no one, I don’t know how to date anymore let alone fall in love! I hear it happens when you least expect it, but how is that possible when I wish it was happening all the time?!