be happy

I always have such a strange thin-—---i can be sad in a short time,i wouldn’t talk to anyone suddenly,but i can recover form this soon
I think be happy all the time is a hard thing,we can’t always smile,we can be unhappy sometime to learn about different kinds of our feeling,happy is good,but sometimes unhappy can also be a good things,to remind us to cherish our happy time and live life to the fullest

There days ,i face a problem about friends,today,three of my previous classmates see me ,but they just pass me like a stranger;anther friends of mine talk happily with his new friends and don’t want to chat with me,one of my best friend is going to Beijing to study
i hope i can get over the trouble

Last week,i was separate from my friends and felt very sad,but now i have a special feeling,i felt a hole in my heart when i saw nobody was as sad as I am,i don’t like the feeling,i don’t want to be ignored.
But the most troubled thing is that i find myself jealous.All these days ,a friend of me talked with his new deskmates happily,and he haven’t talk to me as usual ,i felt disappointed and jealous.Jealous?Does it mean i have a special feeling to that boy?I don’t know,i want to be magnanimous and friendly to all of my classmates,i hate myself because i feel jealous,but what can i do?

I really feel sad now,my teacher change my deskmates and my friends around me in class,because i always chat with them and they can’t get high marks,i feel sad when i saw my good friend chat with his new friends ,we talk happily just 1 day before this change come,1day ago ,i’m happy to have a new friend,but now we can’t talk easily,he had many friends,he may forget me
I don’t know what to do,how could i be happy?i don’t know

I’m always happy to do everthing,i alway smile even when i’m sad,because i don’t want others to see me cry.Until now,i still
can’t be really happy,and i don’t know my feeling,i think i am strange,i don’t know how i feel so i always do something that will hurt others,i feel sad

I am always afraid of something,suach as death,i can’t always be happy,i sometimes feel regret to hurt my friends,sometimes i do something bad
But i wll believe,tomorrow is another day