Untitled
3 years ago
i’m slowly starting to do this. i think i understand things better. last night i talked to my ex-boyfriend and he asked me how i was and what my life has recently been like. we hadn’t spoken since march. i made a really long speech that, unexpectedly, fell out of my mouth. i think that unplanned speech were compiled of words that i pulled out of my heart along with some truth about people and myself and my love life. i realized that i don’t love anyone right now. all of the relationships which confused me have stopped because i’ve acknowledged what love actually is. i think if you really love someone, it isn’t evident only for brief moments. i think love is long and visible and evident and…different from what i thought.
