Im trying to take this in one day at a time. Its hard since im use to putting others before myself. I feel like im always in self-destruct mode. I have never stopped to realize that im not as kind to myself as i am to others. Most times they dont even deserve it. Im trying to believe in myself and know that im better than the stuff i willingly put myself thru. I want to pickup an outdoor hobby like running or go to a few museums by myself. I want to treat myself to something nice with the money ive earned and feel accomplished and happy just being with Me. I wish that being kind to myself would make me feel happy 100 percent of the time. I guess it gets better with each day that goes by. I wont consider this done until i feel that i love myself for who i am and who i am not, and that no matter how much i want to be there for someone else; if i cant be there for myself first, i wont be.
hey_u_its_me has written 1 entry about this goal
until i put Myself First.
17 months ago
