I may have put in a total of 2 hours? If that? I just needed a sanity day. After working through Christmas, ice storms, power out for 72 hours then the snow storm and -41 temps. I had had enough of the long bad commutes one day it took me over 3 1/2 hours to get to work…Worn out I said I am home warm and proceeded to bake, read and enjoy this one day and not give a F**K about work or the commute.
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I guess not…its about the person, moment and time. So sometimes you just have to live crazy and go with his idea. I cant say anymore…you can just imagine. : )
for the rest of the summer weekends…and possibly some
work days I am adapting to this easy mentality. Hair still looked awesome…and I was more relaxed. Another way to just not give a F! is to go with the flow – forget everyone elses agenda this weekend and did what I wanted – J wanted me to hang out…but I was actually having more fun with M so I just stayed and said who gives a F! gotta do what I want sometimes plus my son was enjoying the time spent me and M.
but had a golf shirt to put on over top. The man I went with..you could tell he was worried when I he saw me with the big penguin on the front of my t-shirt. He had that OH NO!!! look on his face…. that I thought I could actually wear it! ha of course he says ” um…you can’t wear that”....REALLY? You don’t think I know that…it was a test to see if you would be worried and say something to me.
I know its dangerous but I have some place to get to. Is this the way to go? How can I carve out what I need in life without some risks? Who will be there at the end of this scissor running marathon this past few years what is the end goal. Who am I kidding today just not give a F**K about it and remember my own advice that the journey is the destination even if Im feeling unsure about love and life.
now that ive got your attention…this isnt something ive wanted to do but when it came down to either putting back on the underwear from my workout or none at all…(forgot to bring another) I decided none at all was the best way to go. It actually was okay…at home maybe but at work i was hesitant. but after all who gives a f**k!
it was a snakes nest…you know when you sleep on it wet and it goes into this dreadlock snake like thing on your head…like youve been on survivor for 39 days? THats all it takes for my hair is to sleep on it wet. TOday when I woke up late…there was no time to start straightening…so I had to rock the snaked out look – managed to pull back into a ponytail and felt a little scruffy all day but rocked it as much as I could and of course say WTF! who cares about my hair, I dont get paid to impress them with it – as long as Im thier and my brain is functioning the hair can be overlooked! ha!
let it go…grabbed the kids and it passed. His negative sneer towards me, unless he wants something…then hes my best friend. Whatever I dont give a F**K…he can be as bitchy as he wants to be I wont let it get to me. Its really is that simple…I dont care about his mood and tuning myself towards it or reacting towards it. I can be oblivious and happy.
so hot, so sweaty, knew I wouldnt have time to get ready hair and makeup, but jumped in anyways it felt great, and just pulling my hair back and no make up was definatly something I dont normally do especially when I need to meet someone on business. It went well, I felt relaxed just not giving a F*ck!
rarely do I ever go out without putting any thought into it. Yes I probably just looked like everyone else…but to me i felt like a cavewoman…hair a little tangled and curly – i told myself it was a surfer look…face plain – i said it was fresh faced! I gave myself a little bit of freedom – took kids to the movies looking like this dreading if I ran into anyone, but really Who Gives a Fu@K!
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