be grateful

I have to bring myslf back down to earth sometimes on my own instead of falling face first.

I get all bigheaded sometimes, and lose track of who I really am. I dont really know who I am so its even more confusing.
What I am grateful for.

My family who always takes me in when I try to hide from everyone after making really bad mistakes

Even though I am broke, I am not in jail for the things i have done.

Have a special someone i can daydream about at home, instead of being out trying to attract a special someone to think about.

I have a home, who cares I am struggling. (No one will notice if I just stay home)

i have been getting alot of second chances. Alot of praying and talking to God. But i havent really been keeping my ende of the bargin as i promised. Will everything blow up in my face when i need the most help? i hope not.
I really need to get my Life right. Real Quick!