decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life

I keep changing ideas and thoughts. I have no real desire to do anything except the medical field. I have been thinking about a vet. Did some research and see to become a vet you need to do college basics, medical classes (alot of biology and ) and then specified animal college. I can think about that later.
I really need to just start my undergrad courses.

i am scheduled to see a counselor tomarrow about my classes! that is progress right?

i have made the Decision to Get out the Navy. Not early or anything. Get out when my contract is over. That is April 15, 2009. I will not ever sign Active, on anything ever again. Reserved, but not active.
I really to get hopping on my college. Im scared to get out and be like okay where do i start. I want to get out and be like not i have more time in the day to fill up on classes.
I want to do the whole college dorm and parties, but i know I am too damn old for that shit, so i plan to live low and make it. Make myself over and Just BE HAPPY. (For once, actully)

Im think a decision, not firm but its a start. Change my job in the navy now, ride out the rest of my contract and finish college(cause i will start now). i need to get over my fear and relying on the Navy. Man my Grandpa is going to be pissed off at me. But my Daddy will be Happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think, no i know im scared of hard work, thats why i cant decide, so i say no i dont want to do this or that. Im not leaving the navy until i figure it out.