Go on a real adventure

I wish i could go to a place were there was no stress, no tears no sounds of cars. A place were no one would call you a freak or a loser and tell you that your a worthless pile of shit and will never amount to anything. Somewere in the mountains like a monestary were it was no hate, no anger just peace and then maybe i could feel like life wasent a waste, maybe then i would be able to sleep without the fear of dieng alone and worthless. The chances of that are small but i can always hope.