have a child

I am really sure that I’m single and that he has decieded that we are not a we as I can not get anything out of him but I’ll talk to you later. So I am looking more seriously into doing this myself. Last night I ordered 2 books that are about doing this on your own. One is about more about the details of how to and what to make sure you do. The other is more about others expierances. I really want to make sure I do this right and that I’ really prepare for all the issues that I know will arrive. Now I was raised by a single mother who has already given me support on this. I have talke to few friends atwork and have gotten supporting feedback. My best friend is ready to be there for me like I was for her and her husbnd when they had troube for 6 years getting pregnant with #2. Honestly the only negative reation I have had was from people who don’treally know me well enough to make a judgement call and that I really don’t care what their opinions are about anything et alone something this big. I really think that my dr will be the hard one to deal with but if I need to I can always get a new dr.

When I was 22 I was diagnosed with PCOS so I knew getting pregnant would be hard and I did try a few times with no luck. Recently I thought I woul finally be getting married sooner than later to the love of my life but then he put o the breaks so much that things really might be over between us and it sucks but it doesn’t change the fact that I want to be a mom and at 31 it might just be time to consider doing this on my own if things don’t work out with me and my whatever he is right now. Right now its kinda continue getting body straighten out so whichever way I’m ready when its time to worry about getting pregnant.