audition for a movie

I have an email saying i got the part of Bea.
:-I
ahem
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHH
I am going to be in somebody else’s movie
Hahahaha

On the day of the auditions I totally chickened out but. . . put myself on autopilot which meant i systematically gave my daughter to a friend and went and got on the train to Sheffield to go to the auditions! I learned my lines on the train and memorised both scenes. . .

When I got there it was so so nerve wracking!
In a black room with a load of hot lights. . . Anyway, I really enjoyed it. I even enjoyed my nerves being on overload! I came away feeling accomplished and as if I’d achieved something :]
Then yesterday I got an email saying that I had interperated the character really well and that although I hadn’t bagged the role of the main character, Maria, I had been shortlisted for a smaller part.

:]

It feels good.

Okaaaaaay! I’ve arranged me going to an movie audition :-/
Hahahaha so not something I would have thought I had the guts for! Hehe. And because if something is worth doing it’s worth doing well, I’m auditioning for the MAIN CHARACTER called Maria :-) HAhahahahahHA