let her go

It’s harder than it looks.

I think the key is to keep busy: Stay on the move and keep moving forward. Throw out all that clutter that’s jamming you up. Live simply. Definitely work out.

Once you stop doing those things, you start looking back again. You notice that you’re lonely (even though you might have been lonely while you were in the relationship). You feel like you’re getting nowhere.

Just keep moving forward.

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it’s only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can’t see me lovin’ nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me, baby the skies’ll be blue
For all my life

I would like for this trail of tears to end.

I have to take action.
I CAN be alone.
I have to get my house in order.

Ain’t no future in the past.

this works as well as anything else:

“don’t look back.”

i’m not a husband anymore.

i don’t know who i am.

...avoid it like a bad habit.

the tears are pretty much over. once in a while a sob, but i catch myself. i’m numb and i think i’m slippin back into denial again.

i’m unsure how i should feel about it.

...feel 12 different ways.

so for now, i’m just “making steps forward…”

...what do i do with all those memories?

now that i’m all on my own
saw you just the other day
my how you have grown
cast my memory back there lord
sometimes overcome thinkin bout it
makin love in the green grass
behind the stadium with you
my brown eyed girl

I release you to your Highest Good.

I am free now.