Understand why i have commitment issues

I go through it over and over in my head – I need to open up to people but always find a reason not to (they won’t care, listen, etc) ... so I keep my issues to myself. People will never know me because I find reasons not to let them.

I realized that i have no 50/50 relationships that I usually listen more than I share and that is not true friendship … because I can’t open up to anyone!

I just need to sit down and put together a list of the issues that I have committing to anything (fear, rejection,etc) ... I think that would be pretty telling for me to view my issues on paper.