houseofleaves in Northern Virginia is doing 39 things including…

overcome anxiety

183 cheers

 

houseofleaves has written 4 entries about this goal

Untitled 2 months ago

I need to snap out of this.

That is all.

Oct 09, 07:27PM PDT | 3 cheers | 5 comments


Untitled 13 months ago

In a bad place today.
Tonight’s going to be hard.
Hopefully it will go away by tomorrow.

Can’t seem to think about working towards anything right now, everything is static. Like I said, hopefully tomorrow.

Nov 11, 2008, 04:43PM PST | 10 cheers | 11 comments


Progress report. 15 months ago

Backtracking and simplifying. Need to stop putting myself into situations only to realize they’re absolutely wrong.

I’ve started the mass reorganization of my bedroom. The clutter makes me panic, and rearranging gives me a temporary feeling of control.

The counselor I found seems perfect, but I’m withholding judgement until I’m a few sessions deep. I will see how she responds to my health problems tomorrow and hope for the best. Trying not to worry about having to talk about it, but that’s a big step.

Sep 01, 2008, 08:02PM PDT | 8 cheers | 3 comments


Stuck. 16 months ago

On the outside.

World does get smaller and smaller the more obsessed I become. I finally took the plunge today to begin a kind of life skills psychotherapy, because right now I’m stuck. If I’m not worrying about leaving the house, then I’m worrying about the food I’m eating or the choices I’m making, so that eventually I do not leave, or eat, or choose anything.

I would rather be moving on to the next stage in life.

Aug 09, 2008, 06:06PM PDT | 13 cheers | 12 comments


houseofleaves has gotten 183 cheers on this goal.

 

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