figure out what i want to do with my life

“Life is an adventure to be lived, not a problem to be solved.”

That is how I truly feel about this, and I must remember this and that it is supposed to be this way in the times that I’m feeling frightened and unsure and be at peace.

This is complete in it’s incompletion.

I need to stop worrying about my future career and the job I am to have when I am older. It is getting to the point where it’s making me sick to the stomach, the worrying. The uncertainty and unknown. I need to remember that no matter what job I hold, it will not be all of me. Jobs are not all of anyone. Only a small part. And I need to remember that no matter where I end up, I will have had a journey that is all my own.

I think this just came to me one day. Or, maybe I have known all along. What do I want to do? I want to experience as much as I can before I go and love as much as is insanely possible. I need to help others and taste the world.

Still, knowing that, I consider this goal unfinished. I think it’s supposed to be.