apply for freelance jobs

but I still should do more! I’m too much out of the habit. I’m glad I finally sent that one, but it hasn’t helped me with my go to sleep earlier goal…

[sternly to self] go to bed!!!

[sternly to self] OK, me, this is something you cannot put off any more. You’ve allowed yourself sufficient time to wallow from the last failed venture but you have to start having funds come in to be able to freely move and do other things that you want. The choice is either find some freelance work or, you will have to find a job somewhere, likely drudgery, and likely in an office with bad lighting. so, why not see what’s out there and apply?!

[meekly to self] ok, ok… i know… tomorrow…

[sternly to self] You better!