stay clean

I’ve done my share of drugs. Hard drugs. Had my fun, experimented. With the booze too. It’s been over a week since I drank (Hey, I’m irish..it was St. Patrick’s Day!) and over a month since I’ve used anything “harder” then weed. Weeds been about.. a week and a half. I’m trying my hardest not to do anything! I know it’s gonna be tough. I’m not sure if I can do it or not. I come from a family with a long line of addiction and acholism, and I’m bipolar which makes you even more addiction prone. I’m keeping my fingers crossed. I’ve had to many run ins with the law, to many hurt friendship, and to many degrading experiences to fall into the same patteren. Who knows though, when that depression hits, you’ll do anything to make yourself feel better.