get a grip

i get pretty OC sometimes.. uh, that’s obsessive, compulsive..

i dunno, but i get anxious a lot whenever off guard.. i feel jumpy whenever i get SMS and mails.. like REAL jumpy… and so i end up mostly disappointed and irritated..

i HATE it when im ignored..

but the worst part of it is…

i cant seem to move on so easily..
i usually get that “break up remorse” where i constantly find myself just wanting to know how my most recent ex is doing..

and its not even like a month, but i get this tempting feeling that just clings on to me, making me want to pick up the phone and wonder whats up…

its not healthy…

it may not have been much as a relationship, but i get this feeling much, too, even in flings..

sucks, huh..