identify 100 things that make me happy.

ok i just looked at all y odl entries and i have only written 32 thigns that amke em happy and ic ant think of any more!! that makes me sound like such a pessamistic person but ir eally not im just tellign the truth and not that many thgisn can really make me feel happiness…..and that makes me soudn like a depresed person, great!

ok for ges i have said nothgin coz i hti a totalt block and couldnt coem up with anything else, but today ive decided i do have some more. i have kidna of already goen over thsi area of happiness but ti really does give me a lot of pleaseure and certsinly is now so i can come up with soem more things.
it makes me happy when:
26. i decrease my calorie intake
27. i work out and know i’ve burned a lot
28. i go for a logn time without snacking on anything
29. i notcie my upper arms losing fat
30. my stomach looks flatter
31. my collar and hip bones show more
32. if my thighs stop looking so massive

im trying to think of somethign else, another thign that makes em happy; but i just can’t. i can think of things that i like or things that make other people happy or things that look pretty, but none of it makes me happy. it’s pathetic i have only just managed to scrape my way to 20 and now it seems as if i’ve hit a dead end. it’s not even like i was having a bad day today and just couldn’t see it properly, it’s the mornign for goodness sake. what’s wrogn with me?

ok i can make it to 25.
i am happy when
25. i am acting and i can get away from ym real life.

ok so after todays little setback i’ve decied there are some more thigns that make me happy.
i am happy when:
22. i am not forgotten by everyone.
23.i am actually wanted at some group thing.
24.someone wants to see or talk to me.

ok thats it.

21. it makes me happy when i laugh long and hard and fully, so that it momentarily makes me forget anything and everythign else.

ok so i got to 20, maybe this won’t be as hard as i thought it would be. i’m kind of hitting a mental block though.
it makes me happy when:
21. ok i don’t know. i can think of things that make me smile. bu thats just superficial, its just like a half haerted laugh. things that make me happy, thats different. i don’t know. and now this can’t even count as 21 coz it’s just em rambling. crap!

i am happy when:
16. i lose weight.
17. my BMI decreases
18. i can feel my body get thinner
19. i can fit smaller clothes
20. someone notices i look thinner

well i got to 10, btu that seems pretty small compared with how many im going for so i’d better carry on.
it makes me happy when:
11.i have a good orgasm.
12.my boyfriend and i have great sex.
13.i please my boyfriend.
14.i’m powerless to my boyfriend.
15.my boyfriend hugs me, even if i tell him not to.

ok i think i can manage mroe than 5. it makes me happy when:
6. i am doign well academically.
7.i understand a new philosphical theory, (and can pick holes in it!-take that Aristotle)
8.i can explain somethign to someone so they undertsand it
9.i learn somethign new in psychology and know it will take me closer to my goal of becoming a psychologist.
10.the kids in the drama club i run have fun