be happier

I need to remove myself from my current location, situation and attitude. Then I can move on, and be happier, with myself, by myself and for who I am.

i am totally utterly wholey happy when i am at home.

mostly i just need to remember to be happier. i dont really have a reason not to be happy and wonderful. although i have been told a few times by different people that i am a negative or pessamistic and even a bummer. that doesnt refelect that well on to my happiness does it now? im not in an un happy place at all, i have a wonderful bf who really seems to like me, i am very fortunate – i have a great family a great travelling life, a great snowboard, but im not at home, nor am i with enough of my own firends. i think thats the key to getting out of my momentary funk. i need my friends family and cat to fix me up. ive got plans for when i get home, so heres hoping that i can be a better happier person. i will know when ive come to own this goal. i will know because i will be happier more positive person.