find somebody to love

What should I do..

I never mind! I do believe the next opportunity will come!

attracted by an appearance. I know that is not good.

My friend said I have lots of things I have to, so, It is difficult to decide to marry.

I agree his opinion on some extent. But I also think that is just an execuse.

Of course I know I have some burden especially to take care of mom. But I want to think that is what I should do not what I have to.

I went to go-con again.

Recently I think the purpose of it begin to change. I already understand it is difficult to find one in such situation, I know it is optimistic the one in such an easy way. umm.

I will meet people this weekend. To be honest, I know it is difficut to find one in such situation.

I feel what I have done more than before. It makes me notice she was wonderful. But I broke up with her.

meet few girls within this month. I am curious if I can find the one.

So, why do I do such a thing?

To forget the crime I have done, I meet someone.

Of cource I know it is wrong. Umm, I hate own weakness.

I often feel loneliness. On the other hand, I think I can live alone. Of course, I know it is impossible.

Hmmm, I think I should change myself more and more. It is about the way of thinking not the outlook.