find love

yep, found love. am now pretty much heartbroken. don’t see what the fuss is about. ah, the irony. i guess that you should be careful what you wish for.

it’s getting complicated, at this point.
but i’ve found something.
and i’m happy.

this isn’t easy, you know.

feeling unrequited…but i refuse to call it love.

working on loving my neighbour, though I’m not Christian.

but you see,

love actually

is all around us.

it’s odd that while only 14 people want to seek truth, over 600 want to find love. ee cummings once said that “kisses are a better fate than wisdom” and perhaps it’s true. but when i say i want to find love, i mean i want to learn to love, not just a boyfriend or lover, but to unconditionally care for all people, to find the joy in the compassion that eludes the self-centered. i struggle with this everyday, because i know that it is close to the meaning of life.