learn to click my amygdala forward

I’ve been wondering if this is something I want to continue on; as I’m kinda remembering him saying that it “only” took him four years to learn! ...(with the help of the master brain scientist).
But I was thinking about it, and IDK if it occurred to me or if I remmebered him saying : anyway, I thought, “tickle, but laugh too,” or, “It’s not just logically thinking about reaching-in & tickling, but you must be having fun; creatively – proactively using that amygdala!
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I think I was. Anyways I’ve been trying to click my amygdala forward now & then through the days & nights, and I was having these dreams about being a clown.
The last part I remember was of a decent addition, (kind-of a smart-ass remark, really), to a good act I thought-up awhile back.)
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http://www.NeilSlade.com has a lot, if you can sift through it. Seems possibly super-simple, inherent, and probably useful as well.
Anyways, I was waking up & groggy… not wanting to get up.
I’ve been thinking I could maybe just decide to be happy. So I tried it, (clicking-forward).
Immediately my forebrain felt heavy & I felt like laughing out of happiness & the heavy feeling!
Then quickly I felt scared bc “what does this mean for my life?”, “What if I still fail?” & questions like that.
Anyways, I don’t totally buy what he’s saying. I’ve known about him for several years now & he’s been talking about ESP & ultra-creativity; and yet I have to hear scant about him doing anything noteworthy.
But from what I’ve felt myself, I think there is something worthy there.