list 250 things that really make life worth living

doing anything I can to make the person that I love happy

mascara. :[

putting on clothes that are fresh out of the dryer

greeting cards, which I always thought were dumb before I started recieving them

picking up the phone to call someone and having them be on the line already because they were calling me too

finding money in an old birthday card.

being able to hear a singer sighing sadly or just breathing (usually because of my giant earmuff headphones).
an example of doing this geniunely is any tori amos song ever.
an example of being fake as fuck about it is any lindsay lohan song where she’s trying to be “real” and “deep.” i think i just admitting to having her CD.

coming home from a long vacation and noticing that my house has a certain smell i’d gotten so used to that i didn’t even notice.

that nervous moment when reaching to pull on a door that is probably locked and then the moment of surprise and relief when it does open.

this is kind of hard to explain, but i love the “phases” i go through with my friends. marie and i were really into reading to each other in bed for like six months at a specific hour (“mandatory study time”). lo and i got obsessed with drawing gay fan art and playing pictionary for a few days. and once skylar and i randomly started playing checkers every day after school for a week. later we’ll say, “hey remember when we were really into that? what the fuck was that about?” i like having a special activity that i share with someone.