brother's baby
9 months ago
so my brother and sister in law are having their first baby… my first nephew…
i hate children, especially babies. but i don’t want to hate this kid and i don’t want this kid to hate me and i don’t want people to think i’m a horrible person because of it all…
i just don’t know what to do with babies. i’m freaked out.
i’ll consider this done if my brother and sister in law feel i’m suitable to watch the child on my own… although i think i have to feel i’m suitable as well and there’s no way in hell i feel that way right now.
