I want to be happy

i am happy. i just tend to fixate and obsess/love certain things that end up dissappointing me because i put all my love into one thing. in order to be happy you have to love alot of things, so that you are constantly put in a good mood. so that one dissappointment doesn’t take over your life. a happy person makes the best of everything. everything is OK. i used to obsess about being best friends v. lovers and you know what? it doesn’t matter which is which because they are quite identical. and i would settle for a best friend that loves me anyday, because that person makes me extremely happy.

happiness is letting go of things not being perfect, and being chill and relaxed, chilling the hell out about everything. Once you can get by everydayness and stop feeling like you are missing out on something, then i think you will be happy. If you always wish you were doing something else, or are looking for a loss or negativity you will find it, how can you ever be happy that way? Just be. Just be happy.