Go on my first date

the date was kinda awkward beforehand, like waiting for a table. we talked about normal stuff and i kept saying how quiet i was today and that i felt bad for being quiet.

is it bad that when he put his arm around me, all i wanted to do was cuddle? and i just wanted to lie there because it felt so nice. inside, i don’t know if i was being desperate or if i really like the guy because i didn’t feel anything super special when he kissed me. he tells me he likes me but i just tense up bc i feel like i have to respond…

ARGHHHH

and it did… he stopped me at the door and posed the question : )

hahaha wow this might not ever happen before my teen years are up.

i’m kinda tearing up right now…