God i was so hungry an hour ago i was going crazy i was so hungry but, i resisted i waited out until dinner and my crazy head is subsiding…it wasn’t this bad when i was fatter, oh well =] 3 weeks to go
imgonnabbeautiful has written 4 entries about this goal
Ok…no more i want to be anorexic…i want to lose 5kgs to go back to how i was a couple of months ago, this dough belly isn’t working for me…ok gaining weight scares me and it’s happening, i’ve been eating more than i should, so my plan is to skip eating dinners again for the next week, have oats for breakfast, and a light lunch, like a sandwich or something, i am cutting out all hot drink except for green tea and if i feel hungry im going to drink a shit load of water…i cant gain weight again and be the fat fuck i was this 5kgs will not defeat me, i will lose it i give myself 4 weeks I CAN DO THIS!
Hey Everyone =]
I am guessing that atleast a good half of you came onto 43 and typed in ‘lose weight’ as a goal as a new years resolution.
Keep up the good work because admitting your overweight is the first step, but for fuck sakes don’t quit after 2 weeks for giving into some piece of cake, is that cake that made you temporarily happy, worth a life times happiness, i think not & if your feeling guilty you probablly should be =]
I hope you understand where im coming from i lost half a person in weight last year and fuck it feels good, and i can guarantee you will all too if you do =]
And yes it does take time but you can do it and you will just do all you can.
Use all the resources you can even visiting pro ana sites can be useful, (no i am not encouraging you to become ana) but they have helpful tips for when you will power is giving in and low cal snacks =]
Well good luck everyone
- from imgonnabbeautiful now who is absofuckinglutlybeautiful
I used to be a daily blogger on 43 and i acheived my goal. But now i am back and i am back because i find that 43 is like an online journal open for the public to read and i want the public to know.
Ok well my goal was initially to lose a stack of weight to become healthy using an unhealthy method aka not eating and excercising vigourously, goal is acheieved.
And for that sweet honeymoon period i am on a sweet fucking high thinking im on top of the world and can achieve anything until reality kicks in.
I was happy. Was. But now all i want to do is lose more want i initially thought was skinny is no longer good enough for me i need to be waif, but i am finding it hard to push myself that little bit further, everyday i consume all this food with energy i don’t even need, i am in a way afraid of re gaining weight but i am sure i do enough physical activity to overcome that issue, but food, it is the fucking enemy. i know i can’t be perfect but u want to be i want to lose this fucking weight i am an aussie size 10 but i want to be that size smaller, i want to push myself that extra mile. And i only think this because that is what i read, every fucking day they want you to be this or fucking that and i am happy with myself but people just want to fucking push you until you have nothing else to give.
Why the fuck do we do this to ourselves?
I do feel good about myself i really do i just fucking hate society for dragging me down off my weight loss high, my advice to everyone is don’t let the jealous ones get you down, you are fucking worth it.
I want you all to know that doing this for you is the only way you will successfully succeed in weight loss, if you do it for anyone else you will fail, if not you will probablly get emotionally fucked up and stack the weight back on or end up in the hospital with an eating disorder.
Anyway i hope can understand where im coming from and never doubt yourselves girls because once that honeymoon periods over just remind yourself of how far you’ve come and forget waht anyone else thinks about you.

