be more decisive

I don’t know why I’m this way. Maybe it’s because I already expect the worst for everything or I see the positive in everything. I have such a hard time deciding what to buy, whether it be food, clothing, or whatever. I can’t decide what I want to do with my day. I can’t make my own decisions. I avoid it as much as possible. It’s weird but sometimes I feel more secure if others make decisions for me. That way, all the consequences are not put on me.