sing karaoke in public.

I have had a massive fear of singing in public since I was 11 or 12. My friend and I tried out for a talent show and people laughed. After humiliating myself I have not been able to try to sing again. I will sing horribly on purpose to cover up my true voice. I know that it sucks on its own but it is less embarrassing when people think you’re messing around. I am even insecure when I sing to my niece. I need to accept my crappy voice and get over it!