do well at university

i am really pleased with myself this week. i have done all my reading for all my classes, i am so well prepared for classes next week! so tonight a couple of us are planning on watching scary movies all night and i’m not feeling guilty about it, like i normally would, since i have my studies under control!:)

today was the first day of my second semester at uni…the first class this morning was social policy and the lecture was painfully boring, and yet i was awake throughout and paying attention!:p

i used to be such a good student! however i was never the type to study 24/7, i could balance studying and other things pretty well…only now, i don’t study at all! bad timing, considering i’m doing my master’s degree now. the course is all right, its interesting, i have plenty of time after class to study, i have the weekends, but i just can’t manage to get myself to physically crack open a book and study!! i WANT to study, i feel guilty all the time about how i’m not studying, but that doesn’t seem to spur me into action. and its funny, i spend all my time stressing about not studying, so its not like i’m enjoying myself doing fun things either. what’s wrong with me? i’ve just finished one semester and i’m dreading my exam results. i’ve been on vacation for a month, i start uni on monday again, i’m hoping things will be different this semester. any advice?